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{February 09, 2009}   last post ,,

hey yea  ,

this is would be ma last post at this page, i’d start posting & blogin on the new link ,,

would luv to have ur click ,,

http://butterflyssoulelifepage.bahblog.net/

 

thx,  



{June 30, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● Šűммзя ĦōĻϊđάŷ ●◦▫▪εϊз

hey yea ..

& finallay after about 4 months .. here i came back to postin ..

this semester was one of the hardest on me .. cz im facin a big challange, to riase ma GPA on a hand … & to manage ma future plance on the other hand ..

cz i wasnt accpeted at the field I’ve wanted .. & im hopin to change it ..

pray for me ppl .. i need to change it ..

anyhow, i’ve gota so mucj things & ideas that im gonna post it in-shaa-allah ..

hope u enjoy this summer .. with ma blog ..

 btw, i hope if u have any comment u e-mail me .. or u can post it on

εϊз▪▫◦● Fяöмз ū тö мз ●◦▫▪εϊз  page ..

.::| Enjoy The Summer Holiday |::.

 

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{February 24, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● ŦаģģзÐ ●◦▫▪εϊз.

hey yea ..
although i didnt knew wt the hell this game all about .. i’ve been tagged by Yonis ..

first of all ..
thx bro for taggin me ..

second of all ..
thats ma list ..
1- im a coffee addicts..
2- i always act as me .. & cant keep the truth abt someone without tellin them .. even i know thier re-action towared it .. za3al or wt-eva ..
3- i like to make others smile .. it makes me feel gr8 ..
4- i dont wona walk n find ma prince until i get a job which means after 23 ( its kinda silly isn’t)
5- I own ma own life principles ..
6- I cant imagan that someone hates me .. even i know there’s many who dose .. bs i like to be liked ..
7- i dream to make ma engagment & weddin party as diseny’s PRINCESS movies .. u know wt i mean .. dont u !! :p
8- i really get bored of everythin .. everthin ( hair style , house decoreation , food , ma clothes style , ect) .. so i like to change it time to time ..
9- i like to louagh all the time .. & i dont like to show others if i were blue or kind stuff !! i dont wona them to feel the pian i do ..
10- i always thought that i can be from those ” mind reader ” cz in this world u cant identify whos liein who’s nop ..

errrm .. dunno .. never do that before .. bs i hope that was ok for a beginner !!

btw .. i really liked this salfa .. lolz ..

ok then , im gona tag
Cold Passion ..
Ehsan ..
Gasi ..
Tito ..
& Yonis Again :p ..
Good Luck Taggers .. =)



{February 18, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● Ϊ Шσи ●◦▫▪εϊз.

Hey yea ..

I’ve won a ($ 39 384 680 ) , am one of those VIPs’ now ..

Since am a millionaire I would study abroad.. I was thinking of Japan.. or Australia .. & I would do many things.. That I wont tell u about : p lolz ..

Yeah it seams great amount that everyone can ask for ..

Anyhow .. sure u’re wonderin how can I get this amount of money .. well the secret is by receiving some  e-mails .. 

  22 000 500 ( 40% belong to me + 55% to them + 5% expenses) = 8 800 200

 50 000 000 (40% belong to me + 50% to them + 10% expense) = 20 000 000

 9 210 000 (40% belong to me + 50% to them + 10% expense) = 3 684 000

 6 000 800 (35% belong to me + 60% to them + 5% expense) = 2 100 280

  12 000 500 (40% belong to me + 50% to them + 10% expense) = 4 800 200

It seem silly isn’t it .. but that wat really had happen .. first time I’ve received such e-mail I was like .. uhh .. its becoming real ( cz I’ve read that I’ll get many many chances to have money this year) I know its one of ma stupidity when I believe such things ..  anyhow .. then I back to reality .. n I’ve start to think abt it .. should send them e-mail o then they come to Bahrain o give me to money .. for a 18 years old gurl .. a  $39 384 680 would change ma whole life ..

I’ll be one of the richest ppl .. I can be that princess I’ve dreamed to be ..

Anyone wish to have such an amount .. don’t u ??

Im like .. uhh god .. should I do it or la .. I’ve decide not to reply any of those e-mails .. I dunno if it was real or la !! bs even if it was real .. I don’t wona it ..

I know u’re sayin .. SHUT UP GURL who would believe ur story .. or u may got some of those e-mails ..

Never mind ..

Errrm .. how funny the world is .. once u r a normal n no-one really how do u live .. the next day u won $39 384 680 ..

Note : I’ve attached this e-mail .. but I’ve droped the e-mail & phone no. cz I know some would try & call or connect those ppl .. n personally I think it’s a money laundry .. which none of us wona be part of ..

here u r ..

FROM THE DESK OF DR. RAZACK.
BILL AND EXCHANGE MANAGER
BANK OF AFRICA.
OUAGADOUGOU,BURKINA FASO.
TOP SECRET
Dear Friend

I am DR. RAZACK. the bill and exchange manager at the foreign remittance  department of BANK OF AFRICA. I got your contact from the internet ,while  seaching for an honest and trust worthy person, who will assist me to  implement this transfer.l discovered the sum of Twenty Two Million and five  hundred Thousand United States Dollars (USD22.5M) belonging to a deceased  customer of this bank.

The fund has been lying in a suspence account without anybody coming to put claim over the money since the account owner late Mr HASSAN KOROVO from  JORDAN , who was involved in the December 25th  2003 Benin plane crash. Here is the air crash website on cn http://www.cnn.com/2003/WORLD/africa/12/26/benin.crash/index.html

The said fund is now ready for transfer to a foriegn account whose owner  will be portrayed as the beneficiary and next of kin to the deceased  customer of the bank. Since we got information about his death, we have been expecting his next of kin to come over and claim his money because we cannot release it unless somebody applies for it as next of kin or relation to the deceased as indicated in our banking guidelines and laws but unfortunately we learnt that all his supposed next of kin or relation died alongside with him at the plane crash leaving nobody behind for the claim.


It is therefore upon this discovery that I decided to make this business proposal to you and release the money to you as the next of kin or relation to the deceased for safety and subsequent disbursement since nobody is  coming for it and I don't want this money to go into the bank treasury as  unclaimed bill. The banking law and guideline here stipulates that if such money remained unclaimed after five years, the money will be transferred into the bank treasury as unclaimed fund.

The request of foreigner as next of kin in this business is occasioned by the fact that the customer was a foreigner and a  Burkinabe cannot stand as next of kin to a foreigner. I therefore soliciting for your assistance to come forward as the next of kin. I have agreed that 40% of this money will be for you as the beneficiary in respect of the provision of your Account and services rendered, 55% would be for me while 5% will be for expenses incurred during the cause of this transaction If the money is transferred to your Account from BANK OF AFRICA, I and my family in this transaction will proceed immediately to your country for our own share of the money. I expect you to keep this business strictly confidential and secret as you may wish to know that I am Bank official.


Be rest assured that this business is 100% risk free on both side and every  arrangement to transfer this money to the Account you are going to provide  have been concluded provided we maintain the confidentiality and secreceirity involved.


Contact me on my private phone number (+ 000 000 000 000 ) I am looking  forward for your prompt response.

Yours faithfully,
DR. RAZACK.
FROM THE DESK OF DR. RAZACK.
BILL AND EXCHANGE MANAGER
BANK OF AFRICA.
OUAGADOUGOU,BURKINA FASO.
TOP SECRET

  

Some Get money as a piece of cake

othets would die to get a puck



{February 15, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● Şтяäшвзяяч ШзđđīиĜ ●◦▫▪εϊз.
hey yea ..
le'me tell u a cool story .. of two Strawberry couple .. :p
once abone time .. Strawberryiano'z family went to Strawberryiny's family to ask them for thier Strawberriya's  ( the gurl) hand to thier Strawberryoo ( the guy) to get married ..
they accpeted .. n thats how the party looks like ..
so .. those where the visitors..
   Groom's family
(Strawberryiano Family)

 

  
  Pride's family
(Strawberryiny Family)

  GURLZ
the party VIP'z Lol :p

  Kidz 
  Neighborhood

 

  

 

  Pride  &  Groom

Mr. & Mrs.
Strawberryiano

منك المال و منها العيال



{February 14, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● тяΰşт ΰя–şзιf ●◦▫▪εϊз
hey yea ..
 Even the smalles creature can chnge the life course
Do u think so !!
sometimes we just feel that we're the most faliure person on the plant .. things go wrong .. results go wrong .. mistake after another .. our spirits goes down .. while we think no one is thier to support them n tell them who really they r ..
i've been through such million times .. i was lookin only for one person to tell me that im somthin n many thingz in ma hand ..
sometime .. a kid can turn out the world up-side-down .. sometime a fly ..
the point is .. not is how big u r .. !! how strong u r .. how ur authority is big n strengh .. its all about how u choose the right thing at the right time in the right place .. its not about being perfect to do so .. its about trustin ur self ..
a word can change the decision .. the decision can change others decisions .. afte a while it really can change the world ..  some of us dont bother thier self with thinkin for a mint .. they just say yeah or nop or wtever .. bt they really dunno wt really gonna happen ..
Be Responsibile .. u r not NOTHIN !!
if u we're nothin y would GOD has creat u ever !!
God wont do anythin if it was useless
 


{February 14, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● Väłзитīиз Đäч ●◦▫▪εϊз

 

hey yea ..
Feb 14th , in that day every couple celebrate thier gladness to have each others .. well not just couples .. even friends does, it a day that everyone confirm thier love to otherz .. whome ever ther were !!
celebratin this day hadnt came from nothin, as everythin gotta story & a reason to happen ..
          It starts long long years ago, but still been celbrated yearly, During the third century where  Rome was ruled by an emperor called Claudius , thier was a priest called St.Valentine that were havin some problems dealin with the emperor,so does otherz, anyhow , The emperor wanted to expand his empire’s legal & military authorities, so he start asking for volunteers to build a bigger n strengthen the empire army, But none want to get into fights & wars, & none want to leave their families, wives, friends, all the paradise where livin in.
          So none has volunteered, & that really made Claudius so furious. So what happened?
          His majesty decides not to allow any more marriages!! Can you imagine that?? What a Illiteracy!! anyhow.. On the other side youth & almost everyone thought how cruel & arbitrary this decree was.. & no one really supported this preposterous law.
          Even after Emperor Claudius passed his law, St.Valentine kept on performing marriage ceremonies, sure it was secretly though!!
          Its was done like a Concealed small ceremonies in a small candlelit room with the groom n his pride .. Sure every prince & princess cant wait until this day came n they get married while all their friends n family n lovers around.. the music is loadin .. the dances Shaken out the floor!! But all they can hear is soldier’s steps!!

 

          At one night, while St.Valentine was marryin some of the couples, suddenly they heard some hard footsteps… so he asked the couples so escape, & the St.Valentine was caught by the emperor army & been Sentenced to death.
          At this time people came from around the country to visit him, some thew flowers up to the window, some sent notes , while others sent letters. They wanted him to know that he wasn’t the only one who thought of the human rights to love & to get married.
          The most visitor St.Valentine been meetin was the prison guard daughter, who’s been allowed to do so with her father authorities, she helped him a lot , kept his spirits up, the most important thing behind her actions was her agreement of what St.Valentine was doin by ignoring the Emperor and going ahead with the secret marriages.
          On the day that St.Valentine should be killed he left a letter to his new friend thanxin her on her friendship n loyalty & been signed with "Love from your Valentine"
          Since February 14, 269 A.D. !! Everyone sends letters fowlers anything to show others how much they care about.. How much they love But the most important thing that they do it because of their believes that LOVE can’t be beaten.

          That was the story, maybe some says uuh its Christian thingy then y the hell should be celebrate this day !! or even congregate our lovers with such a thing. For a mint .. I agree with that ..But logically im simply not ..
          I believe in such actions that been doin to keep love been shown .. I really do .. !!
So .. Happy Valentine Day ..
        
.. Love from your Butterfly ..




{February 01, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● Sleeping ●◦▫▪εϊз.


hey yea ..
i've just recieved this via e-mail ..
cz i know how u guys adore sleepin .. :p
5a9a its holiday nowadys :p o most of us dont wakes before 12 ..


  

  

 ذاكرتك ستضعف .. بسبب قلة نومك

أظهرت دراسة أن قلة النوم تؤثر على الذاكرة وتضعف من أداء المخ حيث تكون ردود أفعال الشبان الذين يغالبهم النعاس شبيهة لحد كبير بردود أفعال من هم في العقد السابع من العمر.

وقام الدكتور مايكل تشي وزميله الباحث تشو وي تشيج بمعمل علم الجهاز العصبي التابع لمعامل بحوث الصحة بسنغافورة خلال البحث بدراسة آثار عدم النوم لمدة 24 ساعة على شبان تتراوح أعمارهم بين 19 و24 عاما.

ونشرت نتائج الدراسة في صحيفة Streets Times  الصادرة في سنغافورة، ونسبت الصحيفة إلى تشي قوله، "إن أنماط نشاط المخ التي رصدناها في الشبان تماثل تلك التي رصدت في وقت سابق لدى الأشخاص كبار السن الأصحاء الذين يؤدون مهاما مماثلة تتصل بالذاكرة".

هذا ومن جانب آخر، كشفت دراسة أمريكية سابقة أيضا أن الإنسان بحاجة إلى ثماني ساعات يوميا من النوم، وأن الأشخاص الذين ينامون اكثر من ثمانية ساعات وكذلك الذين ينامون اقل من سبع ساعات يعانون من مشاكل في النوم. لذلك ينصح العلماء بأخذ القسط الكافي من النوم وهو ثمانية ساعات بالضبط.

ومع انه من غير الواضح لغاية الآن لماذا تتسبب الزيادة والنقص في ساعات النوم عن الوقت المثالي في مشاكل أثناء النوم، إلا أن هذه الدراسة تركز على نفي الإشاعة التي تقول أن الإنسان يكون بحالة صحية افضل إذا ما حصل على اكثر من ثمانية ساعات كل يوم.

قام العلماء خلال الدراسة بفحص اكثر من مائة شخص بالغ واكتشفوا انه بالمقارنة مع الأشخاص الذين كانوا يحصلون على ساعات النوم المثالية، فان الأشخاص الذين كانوا يحصلون على ساعات نوم طويلة يعانون من مشاكل في النوم حيث أفادوا انهم يجدون صعوبة في النوم عند الذهاب إلى الفراش، كما انهم لا يستغرقون في النوم وينهضون اكثر من مرة خلال الليل، كما انهم ينهضون مبكرا، بالإضافة إلى عدم شعورهم بالحيوية عندما ينهضون من النوم كما انهم يشعرون بالنعاس طوال اليوم.
خلصت الدراسة أن الأشخاص الذين يحصلون على ساعات نوم مثالية بين سبعة وثمانية ساعات في اليوم غالبا لا يعانون من أية مشاكل. كما توصلت الدراسة إلى أن النساء يحببن ساعات النوم الطويل اكثر من الرجال.

هذا وحذر باحثون بجامعة بوسطن من أن النوم الكثير أو الحرمان منه يمثلان خطرا رئيسيا يهدد صحة وحياة الإنسان بصفة عامة والمرأة بصفة خاصة، وأن الكثير منه أو القليل قد يسبب الوفاة.

وقد أظهرت دراستان جديدتان أجريتا في بوسطن أن البالغين الذين يحصلون على قسط وافر من النوم الليلي الجيد لمدة سبع أو ثماني ساعات يعيشون مدة أطول وأقل عرضة للإصابة بأمراض القلب مقارنة مع الأشخاص الذين ينامون مدة أقل أو أطول، وتعارض هاتان الدراستان ما أظهره بحث سابق أن مدة حياة الأشخاص الذين ينامون أقل من ثماني ساعات أثناء الليل قد تكون أطول من غيرهم.

ووجد الباحثون في دراساتهم التي شملت 4541 رجلا وامرأة ، أن الأشخاص الذين ينامون تسع ساعات أو أكثر، كانوا أكثر عرضة للوفاة على مدى 14 عاما هي مدة الدراسة بنسبة 70% مقارنة بالذين ينامون سبع أو ثماني ساعات، بينما بلغ هذا الخطر 50% عند من ناموا لست ساعات أو أقل. وقال العلماء إن خطر الحرمان من النوم يساوي نفس خطر التدخين على صحة الإنسان.

هذا وقد أكد باحثون أن عدم أخذ قسط وافر من النوم أثناء الليل قد يعرض الأشخاص وخاصة المصابين منهم بارتفاع ضغط الدم الشرياني لخطر الإصابة بأمراض القلب.. هذا ما أكده باحثون إيطاليون في دراسة حديثة أيضا.

واعتمدت الدراسة التي أجراها العلماء من جامعة بافيا الإيطالية، على متابعة 20 رجلا و 16 امرأة من غير المدخنين المصابين بارتفاع ضغط الدم الذين لم يتناولوا أي علاجات لهذه الحالة أو الأمراض جهاز القلب الوعائي بحيث ليس لكل مشارك في الدراسة شاشة مخصصة لمراقبة ضغط الدم لمدة 24 ساعة وبشكل خاص بعد تعريضهم لحرمان من النوم من الساعة 3 إلى 7 صباحا.

وأظهرت النتائج زيادة ملحوظة في ضغط الدم ومعدل القلب خلال النهار لدى هؤلاء الأشخاص بعد قضاء ليلة غير كافية من النوم .

ويقترح الباحثون في الدراسة التي سجلتها مجلة (هايبرتنشن) الأميركية أن الحرمان من النوم قد يزيد ضغط الدم بمعدلات أكثر مما يسبب الإصابة بمشكلات خطرة فيما بعد، موضحين أن ضغط الدم العالي يسبب توترا وضغطا هائلين على الشرايين مما قد يقود إلى الإصابة بالنوبات القلبية والسكتات الدماغية والفشل الكلوي . 

وحسب إحصائيات طبية فإن حوالي 50 مليون أميركي مصابون بارتفاع ضغط الدم ونحو 30 مليونا يعانون من نقص النوم المزمن وأكد الخبراء ضرورة أن يقضي الإنسان 8 ساعات على الأقل في النوم كل ليلة وذلك لتجنب المشكلات الجسدية والعصبية التي قد تسببها قلة الراحة والحرمان من النوم



{January 25, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● Announcement ●◦▫▪εϊз.

hey yea

i just wona inform u all

that if anyone of u have any kind of comments about the blog or about ma topix

can conect me through e-mail " butterfly_uni@yahoo.co.uk " or u can write down over here   

http://butterflyme.bahblog.net/εϊз▪▫◦●-fяoмз-u-тo-мз-●◦▫▪εϊз

Feel free to express anythin

& I appreciate the personal criticism

 

& one more thing

that all ma topix over here is all copyrighted for me .. n ig u wona post it anywhere u should includ ma link

moreover – all ma topix is writtin by me & i wont post anythin not from ma writing without includin the main poster name/knick

& the more important thing that this blog belong to me & all ma topix is under PersianZone.com name

God Pless You



{January 25, 2007}   εϊз▪▫◦● UNI -OFF ●◦▫▪εϊз.

  

.. hey yea ..

long time huh !!

i was extreamlly cumbersome latley

   

its ma first uni finalz

 .. some where hard ..

.. some where not ..

i've finshed ma last exam yesturday – ENGL 145 – it was really great exam .. thx to whome gave us those qsn'z ..

this course is ma first – as a colleague – it wasnt easy as i thought it is

 i was like

since the first day i arrived thier & it was ma first time to go enter the university .. i was like i shouldnt be here .. im that skool gurl .. with el uniform .. gurlz el teachers ..

wt a drastic diffrence .. o all long the semmester we're comparin being a colleague & being a skool gurl .. speically coz many of our class – 2006 – that been accepted at uob are whome have GPA over 90% n now at the university many many cant make it n pass el exams .. well .. the main reason is that many of them going to the uni just to have fan n meet new ppl .. make friendships all around .. get a BF / GF ..n then when the results came up with " F " then those dr.'z wernt teachin .. they know nothin !! they cant helps us n they dont wona to !!

well .. if i cant help ma self wt the ppl can do .. !! NOTHING .. its not be there n smile for me n give me some gifts n i'll let u pass .. thats not a life ..

if we can do nothin now .. we cant study we cant build our future .. whoz gona help us !!

life is not easy as it looks .. its not just goin early moring to work .. back home about 2 pm have launch .. take a nap .. hang out with friends .. back home n sleep .. !!

we're responsiple to build our self since the first class at primery skool .. to face all troubles that may face us when we grow up .. to show everyone that bahrain is us .. bahrain the country that made us .. !!

anyhow .. i know 8a3da tni6i6 from topic to other .. bs they're related by a way or another ..

the main thing that i've back now .. n new topic gonna be posted inshallah

Good Luck everyone

God Pless You



{December 30, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● Sadam Husain been EXCECUTED ●◦▫▪εϊз

  

Hey yea..

As everybody knows, yesterday the execution of Sadam Husain, n today before at 6:46 been announced that its been done.

Sadam Husain been EXCECUTED

The former Iraqi leader, Saddam Hussein, has been hanged in northern Baghdad for crimes against humanity.

The new which everyone were dieing to hear such since 2003, after all that long time it’s done, n that’s dictator is dead.

It’s a great day walla.. its aid al adha, the biggest 21st sanctuary dictator n after tomorrow is the beginning of the new year, 2007.

What a day, its kinda been the best day since 2006 has started,  however, executing this dictator not the end of  the Iraqi’s peoples, in ma opinion the party has just started, the consciousness   of that gona affect the Iraqi’s future, as a country, as a citizen, as sheea, suna, kurd, turkuman, and others.

Im not that interested at the political topics bs, we’re in the meddle of that situation, more than that, im that kind of people who likes to keep-up with those things specially when u know that this human being is abusing the human being in general while we (normal human being can do nothing about that).

Anyhow backing to the main point that im talking about at this topic, Saddam Hussein executed in Iraq , i thought we wouldn’t be so n still on that, all in all I think it’s an new American theater u may say uuh she’z a good movie’s watcher, bs that’s wt I’ve realized every single political thing happen all around the Arab’s countries. America is leadin us to heal people. y our president is just sittin over there havin the heaven on earth, while its people livin in hell!!

Even America, they know nothing about wt we’re livin in , as we do same. American people doesn’t have that freedom we think they do.

As I was watchin TV .. movin channel to another all the same phrases n feelings been said. They’re happy that he’ve died such a way, o others nuuh, they thought they’ve lost an big mind o wt ever.

All I know that this dictator didn’t wona break up the president n the leader name out off, even if he dies he’s still .. re2ees el 3ira8 el 39’eem.

“ However the moment of his execution was not shown. Pictures of his body wrapped in a shroud were later broadcast on TV “

Isn’t that approve wt im tryin to say !!

Saddam Hussein was sentenced to death by an Iraqi court on 5 November after a year-long trial over the killings of 148 Shia’s from the town of Dujail in the 1980s.

" Justice, in the name of the people, has carried out the death sentence against the criminal Saddam, who faced his fate like all tyrants, frightened and terrified during a hard day which he did not expect,"

Wt a game !!

Im wondering when the AMRECINS announce GAME OVER.. !!
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ala min mu3tabir ??!!



{December 30, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● wat a 3eed ●◦▫▪εϊз.

hey yea

i've just read this letter few mints ago at one of the fourms ..

after readin it i've realized im not the only one who dosnt feel the 3eed ..

رسالة احدهم في العيد…

يا الله …
لم أعرف لمن أوجه رسالتي هذه الأيام ..، كتبتُ بعض الكلمات هنا وهناك .. ، إلى أنني اصطدمتُ بحاجز الظرف وتقلباته الموجعة
وجدت كل الأشياء مؤلمة …، سأحدثك عن بعض منها … [ مقتل عدد من التلاميذ في إحدى مدارس كركوك ..، مقتل عراقيين في بغداد ..، اختطاف معلمة في الرمادي ..، مقتل حاجب مدرسة وولديه في بعقوبة ..، مصرع عدد من المصلين في هجوم انتحاري على إحدى المساجد ... ، وفي فلسطين حدث ولا حرج ..، مصرع مزارع فلسطيني خلال توغل لقوات العدو مع جرافاتها ..، مصرع عدد من الأطفال كانوا يمارسون لعبة كرة القدم (للاشتباه بهم من طيار يهودي) .. مصرع كذا وكذا في توغل آخر في مكان آخر ..]… وفي أجزاء أخرى من عالمنا الصغير الكبير سأحدثك كثيرا كثيراً ..، عن رؤوس الأموال وعن رؤوس الفقراء .. وعن رؤوس الحمام ..، وعن رؤوس أسيادنا وأكابر قومنا الأنذال …
يا الله .. عفوك .. فأنا أعلم أنك تعلم .. ، أستغفرك .. ، إنما كنتُ مندفعاً إليك بفطرة حاجتي إليك وحاجة أولئك المساكين ..، مندفعا إليك مستغلاً اللحظة ..، وقد علمتنا أنت حسن استغلال اللحظات التي نجد فيها أنفسنا أكثر قرباً منك ..، فأين ..؟ … لا مناص ..، أعودُ إليك بحاجة ..، امنحني مزيداً من عمر .. حتى لا أضطر إلى قضاء مزيدٍ من أعيادٍ على إيقاعِ مزيدٍ من موت ..، أضع أمامك صرخاتهم .. ومواجعهم .. ، أولئك الذين فقدوا كل شيء ..، ولكنهم ربما لم يسمعوا عنك ..، ربما لم يعلمهم من سبقهم كيفية الوصول إليك ..، ربما لم يفهموا أنه ثمة طريقٍ إليك عليهم أن يسلكوه ..، فأرشدهم أنت ..، وبلغهم أنت ..
هل ثمة فرصة ذهبية كهذه الفرصة لنلجأ إليك ..، وكما قد رأينا بعض عطفك علينا بقليل من مداد جودك إذ أغدقتنا بقطرات تزيل قليلاً من جفاف الأرض وقسوتها وتعيد لنا ذاكرة الوحل وعمق أثره بأرواحنا
أي ربِّ ….
لا أسألك أكثر مما أعتقدُ أنني أرجو منك ..، فليس لي رجاء إلا بِعيدٍ يزيحُ الألم ويمنح السعادة .. فهل أجبت ..؟؟
أي ربِّ ….
أسألكَ أنت .. ولتذهب رؤوس الأموال ووكالات التصريف .. والجمعيات الخيرية .. والمرشدين والمحسنين .. ومصاصي الدماء .. وحفاري القبور .. وطالبي وثيقة الغفران .. وأسياد الدفاع عن حقوق المرأة والطفل والعجزة .. وشاربي حبر أوراق الاتفاقيات والعهود والمواثيق .. ، فليذهب كلُّ أولئك إلى جحيمٍ تتكفل أنت به ..، كل ما أطلبه وأرجوه هنا ..، قليل من كثيرك الذي لا ينتهي .. :
قليل من رحمة … ، قليلٌ من حب …، قليلٌ من سلام …، قليلٌ من أمل ..، قليلٌ من حرية …، قليلٌ من صمود ..، قليلٌ من كرامة ..، قليلٌ من أرض … قليلٌ من أرض .. قليلٌ من أرض …. فخبرني أرجوك .. هل أجبت ..؟؟؟
أي ربَّ ….
أعطِ ما تريد .. ولكن امنحنا دائماً فرصة .. لنتذكر وجودك …..
أحتاجك أنا .. وتعلم أنت ما أنا .. فاقضِ لي أمنية عيدٍ أخيرة لأفتحَ عيني على رؤيا منك أنني حصلتُ على ما أريد منك أنت .. لا من أحدٍ غيرك



{December 29, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● Happy New Year – 2007 – ●◦▫▪εϊз

hey yea ..

it's been 12 month now since 2006 has been officially named as a new year ..

n here we're r to name 2007 as a new year ..

2006 was really really  sucks Yell , bleak , sad , gota many many black news , it was one of the worst years i've been through in ma life , even it wasnt that much long term life bs it was full of achievements, which im not full of !! i always wona more n more .. as everybody dose ..

somewhat im optimistic about the new year 2007 , first of all cz 7 is ma lucky no. i do beilve in the power of the numbers .

i gota many plans for this year, many many , i wont include them all .. cz u'll know all ma news inshallah .. :

1- may god bless ma dad, mam, bro's , sis's, ma best friends, n give the best he can give them.

2- i wona ma bro biuld his plans on reality.

3- i wona ma friend to start walkin in her succusfull road.

4- i wona be a beter me.

5- i wona every single human being i know, the real feelin im feelin towards them, specially the one whom clost to ma heart.

6- i dont wona to hurt anyone's heart. even if i did just tell me .

7- i wona get a good GPA, i hope more than 3.00.

8- i wona others to know whome really me. as person , as heart , even blogger, talker, i wona them to meet the ME.

9- i wona be an accountant .. if ma future will bright in that sector, if it wasnt i wona be the manger who every one can trust n let me lead them.

10- i wona let ma hair grow .. ( t7dii with ma aunt) i'll win inshallah .

11- i wona be a better presentore.

12- i wona to show  ma confidance.

13- i wona to meet as much as posiple people ( whome really hounset with me, even if i were wronf)

14- i wona bahrain poilitical stage get on the right way.

15- i wona god bless all the people i've knew in ma whole life, n make thier life easier n much better.

16- i wona to get the chance to help others who really need the help.

17- i wona grow as i never did before ( mindly)

18 – i wona god make ma 18th year full of happines n gloumar.

that's the main 18 point ( as ma age) hope i can achive them all ..

god bless u

&

happy new year

2007

let the count down start .. for a better life ..



{December 28, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● ĐαĐ ●◦▫▪εϊз.

hey yea

first of all .. m2jooreen ( 7rm el 7ujaj),

errrm .. may be what im gona talk about in a mint seems as much as silly as u think its gona be or even more ..

few days ago, we’ve godbyed dad , he’ve went to al-haj, may the god accept his haj o all musilms around the world,

anyhow , it all start when dad told us that he’s goin to haj this year “wasnt the first time” bs when i’ve hear that phrase

being said dunno i felt smthin wired..
i felt im not gona see dad again !!
i know u’ll say uuuuuuh just shits o stuff .. bs im feeling that feelin .. i sometime feel the stuff before it really happen .. u

can call it 6th senses or wtever u wona it really dosnt matter wt its been called.
i dunno y im pessimistic that much !!
i dunno y im feelin that woried n i know it wasnt the first time dad travel for anythin, n he’s under the mercy of God the

merciful    .. dunno bs i really somthin wrong gonna happen to him ..
i hope ma feelin betrays .. i hope it from ma deepest heart ..
its strange walla .. first time dad yisafr o i feel the way im feelin right now ..

i miss him so much n it just been few days ..
i cry when he calls .. bs i try to hide ma tears ..
i cry every single night
im afraid to loss dad
i dont wona to
pleez god help me

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{December 25, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● мзяяџ Ćħяίşŧмαş ●◦▫▪εϊз.
  

hey yea

its the 25th of dec isn’t it !!

its the Christmas day, may be some of Muslims says why some of the Muslims celebrate it while we’re not Christians, well for me .. as i do believe in GOD and all the previous religions & prophets which means we believe in JESUS, n today we’re congratulate all the Christian around the world specifically and everyone with that day.
so yalla its holidays season .. let the PARTY started, n cheer up

 

 

 

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS, may the god pless you


wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS
wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS
I wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS  and a Happy New Year.
Good tidings I bring to you and your kin
Good tidings for CHRISTMAS  and a Happy New Year.

Oh, bring ME a Figgy Pudding;
Oh, bring ME a Figgy Pudding;
Oh, bring ME a Figgy Pudding and a cup of good cheer
won’t go until I get some
I won’t go until I get some
I won’t go until I get some, so bring some out here

wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS  

wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS  
I wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS  and a Happy New Year

 

 

 

 

 

 

seriously, i dont believe in Santa clause .. bs i hope that one day he become a real one n make some of my wishes true, n bring me some gifts ( i know sometimes i seems to be such crazy dumb, =p lolz ) but .. why we’re livin our life without havin such fun ..

.::  MERRY CHRISTMAS ::.

  

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{December 22, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦●!! هزني فرقاك ●◦▫▪εϊз.

 .. hey yea .. 

 .. for the first time in ma blog’s life .. im postin in arabic =p .. 

.. im postin a poetry of some friend , i’ve cried when i was readin it .. its so touchin .. 

.. read it .. 

 alone

هزنـي فرقاك!!

هزني فراق الأحبة وصار لي خلٍ بعيد

هزني شوقي لناسٍ راحوا عن عيوني بعيد

هزني حبي لخلٍ راح إلى إنسان غريب

هزني حزنٍ داخل القلب الحزين

هزني فراق شخصٍ مادرى منهو يكون؟

هزني فراق خلٍ صار عن عيني بعيد

هزني فراق شخصٍ كان الي القلب الحنون

هزني فراق قلبٍ كان الي قلبي والعيون

هزني شوق قلبي للذي قلبي معاه

هزني جرحٍ عميق بات بأعماق العيون

هزني جرح قلبٍ عاش كل عمره حنون

هزني كل شي يذكرني بأيامي معاك

هزني كل يوم حبيته لأني عشته معاك

هزني جرحي أنا!! جرح قلبي والعيون..

هزني دمعٍ جرى لأسباب فرقا الحنون..

هزني وداع شخصٍ كان الي قلبٍ حنون..

هزني فرقاك اللي ماترك دمعٍ بالعيون..

هزني فرقاك اللي اخذ روحي والعيون..

هزني فرقاك اللي ترك عمري لجل كل شي يهون..

هزني فرقاك اللي ماترك بالروح روح ..!!  

هـــــــــزنــــــــــــي فرقــــــــاك !!

.

.

..:: دمــــ الإنكســــار ــــوع ::..

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{December 18, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● No Comment !! ●◦▫▪εϊз.

hey yea ..

few mints ago .. i was planing to post a topic talking about our failures .. so i clicked on google to find some pic , but i’ve forgot to choose images , n was like ” wt the hell is .. !! “

google has found for me one of the biggest failures award ..

..:: Click Me ::..

if Google thinks that !!

then  !!

 Sealed

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{December 16, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● Ŵħα† ί∫ ί ĐīзĐ ●◦▫▪εϊз

death

hey yea

it seems silly isn’t !!

but even if it’s that silly, everyone gonna  dies one day, somehow, somewhere ..

but the main qsn is , AM I GONA BE REMMBERED BY OTHERS , ma friends , ma family , ma lovers , ma class mates , ma teachers , people i know from everywhere i go , u – ma blog vistors – ..

Am i gonna be remmbered as  human that gave her best just to keep others smiling !!

Am i gonna be remmbered as someone who’ve love others !!

Am i gonna be remmbered as  a gurl that smiles all her time !!

Am i gonna be remmbered as a student whome didnt got the mark she desurve to have !!

what if i died now while u’re reading this topic , r u gonna miss me !!..

or simply im nothin in ur life !!

 

r u gona cry , or u’ve said uuh thx god sh’ve died !!.. she was a trubble maker for me ..!!

r u gonna lough while remmberin the time we’ve spent togeater !!

while u’re feelin smthin burnin inside ur heart !!

what if god take back his secretariat n u’ll never see me again ..

never talk to me again ..

never hear ma voice again ..

never read what i write again ..

never catch me on earth again !!

 

remmber .. one day .. i wont be here .. i wont be the same as i am now ..

i’ll be jost body under a tomb ..

would my spirit gona have a place to sit in ..

would my spirit gona get someone would care about her ..

would my spirit gona get a mind to remmber her !!

would my spirit gona be remmbered  !!

im sorry .. for everything i’ve done or siad n hurt u .. cz i do it cz i love those people i might hurt them by telling them the truth .. abt me or abt themselves ..

all am asking for is ,, just remmber me if i dead if u care ..

 

 

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{December 16, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● ßļüз мōōĐ ●◦▫▪εϊз

somtimes,,

hey yea ..

rain .. what a human being ask for at this time more than a rainy day !!

we dont have that much rainy days in bahrain, but these days it was out of rule .. it was rainin like never before .. some expectations says that its gonna be under the 10c so its gonna be so damn cold, i like cold weather, but im not feeling that these days .. i like rain , i like cold , even i whish it snow ( for the 2nd time in bahrain) bs dont think it will.

anyhow im feelin so bule.. remmbaring many many stuff , while i’ve gotta many accumalted work i gotta finsh, bs ma mood 7d out, that i can do nothin.

as its raining i feel ma tears fallin inside me me as hard as it falls over here ..

i wish i can stop that feeling n turn up-side-down n smile around, its a mixed feelin..

wona be happy , but cant stand ma self smiling ..

wona cry .. n let ma heart fly away .. bs i cant ..

i wona forget everythin .. bs harldy can take the pix ot of ma mind ..

the only answer to all ma qsn has dissapeared by that human gone ..

to the one who’ve been in ma mind since i’ve met u first time .. cant u leave n let me live a normal life !!

C ya ,,

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{December 14, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● ĶĭиğĐōм Ō∫ ßÄĦЯÄЇÄИ ●◦▫▪εϊз

kingdomofbahrain

 

.. hey yea ..

Home, country, is the physical structure within which one lives, the environment that offers the security and happiness…

 

As everybody knows, BAHRAIN independencey day is held on DEC 16th, which we get a day off plus another day for putting the royal bahrainain governance. when its someone’s birthday party it’s his party n he’z the party guy, while other r just invited to celebrate this party…

 

Here in bahrain it’s our country’s party, but its been used not improperly, as a citizen we should celebrate it by our own way, by givin our best to our country, by loving our jobs cz we’re doin it for our country, the place we belong to, the place that makes us known as BAHRAINAIN, the place that others respects us the way we’re r because we belong to it, the place we’ve born from, the place we’ll die on, the place god gave us to care of…

 

Then!!  y every time u go anywhere at these days everyone is congratulating the King, Prime Minister,& The Crown,

 

 

3 royals

while we’re the one whom should be congratulated, cz we gotta the bahrainan blood !! maybe not born here, but our grannies is, our parents are, what about those whom been congratulated?? i really feel up set, mizerable , distasteful ,afoul …

 

I can hear the land suffurin, painin, screamin stop it people, y don’t we respect this earth we’re trampling on it daily??? y we’re treatin it like that after what we’ve beein givin!! isn’t that called selfness?? isn’t that what is called recklessness!! just wondering.. when the human being gonna wake from his selfish sleep!!!

 

I just wona Tempt my land , Bahrain, n apologizing cz im just one that can do nothing alone, im the one who gona do the best of me, just to rise ur name upon the sky, not its Presidents, rulers, just BAHRAIN it self …

.. I love u Bahrain, Heart and mind ..

 

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{December 14, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● Ćĭąşş 2006 ●◦▫▪εϊз

hey yea,,

Today at the uni, i’ve seen many gurlz from high school which reminds me of many many memories=) , i came home n i’ve lost in ma pix rememberin every mint i’ve spent at high skool..

Dunno if many feels what i do, but high skool was the greatest, i’ve found whom am i , i’ve found the real friends, i’ve found the new world vision, my childhood finished by steping my first step to el 7oora commercial gurlz skool. it really changed ma life , n turned it upside down.

i were at – COM 1 – which i cant ever forgot (1 CoM 1) up to  (6 COM 1), i’ve met people one of there kinds, although we’re aren’t that much close to each other that much, but our group was.

.. Great memories cant be forgettin walla ..

.. hope these days came back ..

at the end of the last semester, we’ve wrote a poem for our teacher, they were supportin us from the beginning.

 

uuuh, what a life ,,

.. Thx to everyone who made me whom i am now ..

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{December 02, 2006}   ▪▫◦● 21ѕτ Śзиτύяч ●◦▫▪

Got So Much In MIND =p

So true in the 21st Century…….  
dont have a comment .. cz i totally agree with that .. :p
:: :: :: ::

 

 

Our communicationWireless    

 

Our dress - Topless

Our telephoneCordless

Our cooking - Fireless

Our youthJobless

Our food - Fatless

Our labourEffortless

Our conduct - Worthless

Our relationLoveless

Our attitude - Careless

Our feelingsHeartless

Our politics - Shameless

Our educationValueless

Our follies - Countless

Our argumentsBaseless

Our boss - Brainless

Our JobThankless

 

Our Salary  -  Very less !!! 

 

 

hahahah ,, enjoy ur day =p 

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{December 02, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● ѕмσκзяѕ ●◦▫▪εϊз

no smoking

.. Hey yea ..

Smokers .. yeah smokers .. we deal with such people every single day ..

I don’t like that thingy .. don’t they think abt themselves ?? abt el ppl surround them .. el ppl that loves them ??

I personally hate that thing totally .. y3ni I hate to be close to someone while s/he smoking .. not hatin them personally bs hatin them cz of they’re tryin to do ..

To those who’re smoking

Have ever sow wt ur lungs ??

Check these pix ..

is that what u wona !!!

n this

 

is that what u wona !!

 

Those things that u’ve said uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuyk uuuuuuuuu3 ..

Inside ur bodies

U’re holding shits inside u

Wt would u feel if u saw smthin dirty at home with bad smil ??

U can take it off ..

But this ?? how would u take it off ??

no wonder the street addicts breath is so foul look where it comes from!!

thats urz !??

if u’re just makin ur self busy with these shits .. then shino than belle loves u ..

.. ur mams ?? dad ?? sis’s ?? bro?? lovers ?? friends ?? ur soul ?? ..

.. think about it for a while ..

.. Time is movin tara ..

.. n u’ll just like that ..

granysmoker

.. t c of urseleves pleez  ..

 

 

 

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{December 01, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● ρź ●◦▫▪εϊз

.. hey yea ..

 most of u wondering .. y i’ve include this site at ma “Blogroll“, while im not Persian..

.. well this site is my e-home ..

.. the place i really feel secure at .. every single member is one of my family ..

.. this site gave much much than u can think a site can give ..

.. i wasn’t a fourm fan .. until i’ve seen that site .. .. i knew that site in ma last year at high skool .. i was at the lab n surfing the net .. o every time i was surfing i catch-up this site .. where ever i go i see the link .. .. so finally decide to check it out .. n im really glad that i’ve did .. .. one of the best site ever walla .. i recommend u to visit it ..

.. yeah its called Persian Zone .. bs it include much more than just Persian .. .. its mixed community with Persian style .. .. i love it walla 7d 7d .. .. most of its zonerz .. el old o el new ..

.. GURLZ ..

..Shiny .. Renya ..  BMG .. sweet jassmin .. Cherry .. AjamAzDell .. secret gurl ..  leilii_12 .. Untd Gurl  .. Batoti .. Moni Babe .. Zoozy .. AroOse Darya .. Luna .. Nazi_Jon .. italian gurl .. miss cena ..  Setareh .. -Chocolate-.. Black ic cream .. groo3a .. b6ree8a .. Ensis .. D11 .. none .. maroo .. sweet Persian.. bembeno .. do5tar ironi .. mometo ..  

.. GUYZ ..

.. Admin .. Dicomafia.. Delbar .. Entezar .. EnBro .. EntezaR’s best friend .. Scaro .. Doza5i .. KIDNAPER.. Karim .. †·Jџиχ·†.. Killer 7 ..  rez_5 .. Turus .. Biltz .. faz .. DES ..  CR 17 .. MR rock ..

.. Walla thx all az dell  .. u’re the best ..

.. sorry I couldn’t come lately that much .. bs believe me .. u’re always in mind & heart ..  

.. www.PersainZone.com ..

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

 

 

.. Give us a click ..

 

 

 

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{November 24, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● Āƒτзя άιι ●◦▫▪εϊз

Hello ma dearz 

.. after all long time’ve  passed away .. i’ve came back ..  

Back

.. i was through hell lately ..

.. med-terms exams .. pray for me to get gr8 marks ..

.. abii afri7 emamty o special persons in ma life for all the spport they gave me ..

.. bro is on the top of the list ..

.. r u ready for ma topix ?? ..

.. yalla le’me start ..  

 

 

 

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{November 19, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● ндρρч ßϊяђđђч [18] ●◦▫▪εϊз

HAPPYBIRTHDAY

.. it’s the 19th of NOV ..

.. n im finally 18 yerz old ..

.,.,.,., ME LEGAL ,.,.,.,.

.. as u all know its one of the very important days in ma whole life ..

.. BIRTHDAY = an anniversary of the day on which a person was born (or the celebration of it) ..

.. n without its celebration, its dosnt seems like wt a bithday should look like ..

..at that time .. im havin ma ECON 140 exam ..

.. which is the first gift i got for ma birthday from the UOB (ma uni) lolz ..

.. so ur gift yalla ..

.. im waitin tara :p ..

.. that cake from ma sisa .

.. thx az dell gurl ..

.. ur the best ..

HAPPYBIRTHDAYHUN

  

 

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{November 10, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● Ђз ßüττзяƒιφ ●◦▫▪εϊз

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.. hey yea .. 

.. as i’ve promissed its ownerThe Butterfly ” that i would make a topic abt her site .. n here am i ,, postin ma promisse to the reality ..

.. this site is totally one of the best sites i’ve ever been through surffin around net ..

.. since i’ve knew that site ..abt a year ago .. i’ve been in a strange conaction with one of her works .. ” don’t heart my heart” its really really gro8 pic … which reflact on its worker .. ” The Butterfly” ..

The Butterfly - Dont hurt my heart

.. words never been a full describer ..

.. so, visit the site ..

.. u’ll know that i cant find a wrod to describe that gr8 work ..

.. http://www.butterfly-a.com/ ..

butterfly-a.com

.. enjoy ..

 

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{November 02, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● real love ●◦▫▪εϊз

RealLove

::.. Real Love ..::

.. everybody is lookin fo that love that wont feel lonley anymore ..

.. may be some says .. the real love is to love ur family pla pla ..

.. bs i do belive that everyone .. gona find that (gurl/guy) if not now .. not soon .. maybe later on ..

.. bs everyone gonna meet that person ..  even if there wznt a real realtionship between both ..

.. i’vnt met him yet ..

.. bs hope i’ll oneday ..

.. well all that topic is abt MASSARI’s song ” Real Love” ..

.. u know Massari la !! ..

.. since last summer when one of ma canidain friend sent me that  song .. im listenin to that song every chance i could ..

.. 7da touch ma heart ..

 

 Massarii

::.. http://www.rogepost.com/dn/gaa7 ..::

::. el lyricz .:: 

::.http://www.lyricsondemand.com/m/massarilyrics/reallovelyrics.html.::

when ever i see wa7d a8r3 .. 3ala 6ool i remmber him, lolz ,, :p

 

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{October 24, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● hard ●◦▫▪εϊз

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.. hard ..

.. its hard to show wt u dont feel ..

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.. i didnt knew how ppl can act n show there love to otherz .. while they dont!!  ..

.. but now i felt it .. i know it .. im don well with that .. but not by the same way ..

.. life teached me to let other know how happy im i .. how gr8 im i .. never let the smile out .. makin others smile .. makin otherz feelin fine abt them self .. but i cant do it for my self .. i can help otherz ,,but i cant help my ownself that i’ve ben with all long 17 yerz .. =( ..

.. how can i let ma heart smile for ma self ..

.. hard .. tough ..

 

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{October 13, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● us .. our parents .. ●◦▫▪εϊз

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hey yea ..

here am i .. as i’ve promised .. the weekly post .. this week im gonna talk abt how we’re dealin with our parents .. or el bigger once at home ..

Nowadays .. we’re doing wt ever we wona .. without havin in mind .. that ppl who die n bein through hell just for us .. y3nii .. most of us .. these days .. ahm shay .. we get wt we wona .. no matter how .. we dont think from where those ppl gona make el money .. as we think we own all the world’s money .. cash .. i know its seems stuipid .. bs thats the fact ..

 

Few .. bs few .. elle thinking about that .. in thiere sight .. the >> parents<< hav brought us out to this world .. they have to afford all our needs n to stsify them all !!

 

Yeah i wona have everything thats everybody gotta .. thats a wish!!  .. yeah i wona be like others .. thats another wish !! .. yah i wona be top on everybody .. also its a wish !! .. i wona to controll the whole world .. thats a wish !! .. i wona everybody do wtever im sayin n askin for .. thats the shit wish!!  .. BUT .. not everything u wish for u get.. acctully (10% )of all ur wishs MIGHT get true , bs 10 !!

 

Im wonderin!! .. y this behavior come from us .. n we’re educated ppl (as we think we are ).. well, most of us r .. but we do all have minds to think , dont we do !! .. to care of those ppl that givs elle warahom o ma donahom .. JUST FOR US .. y we’re so selfish !!

 

Have anyone of us thought or take in mind .. that our parents r piggin others .. n prayin god .. n doing all that shit just for us !! while they can just work 8 hours .. havein an income about BHD 200 which gona keep us alive ..

 

u may say that ,, ooooh ! .. no!! .. its thier duity, nuuh !!  ..

yeah im with u at this point .. it is!!  .. but! .. we should be that custmers which helps the seller man to provide all his service .. n  the best of it .. if u thx that seller .. he’ll try his best next time to give u wt u need !! wont he ??!?!?  but .. if u went for the first time and asked for smthn .. when that guy brought u smthn but u didnt like it .. u n start showtin … o stuff .. nxt time when u go to the same shop .. dont u ever think that that guy would help u by a way or another .. bs as hez workin there .. he’ll try to send someone else to deal with ya .. !!

its easy .. when u makes a possitve expression to the one who has provided smthn to u .. it makes ppl give u more n more .. even if they cant .. they try there best .. its the same sit .. if u were makin a postive behaive or action .. u’ll get more .. ( with a gr8 feelin .. that they r proud of u .. even if they never told u that .. u can feel it from there eyes)  y we’re askin more than they can give .. ma3a enna we know they cant in fact .. !!

for me .. i dont care abt all that .. all i wona .. to have that smile on ma parents face .. n i know im havin somthin .. not much ppl have ever got it .. its a gift  from god .. n im really greatful to have such a gift ..=)

 

 

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{October 08, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● i feel it .. ●◦▫▪εϊз

mixed-feelings

.. hey yea ..

..i feel owfol alomst the time ..

..  dunno y ..

.. i smile ..

.. i lough ..

.. but ..

.. not feelin that happy ..

.. i make u lough ..

.. i make u have fun time ..

.. but ..

.. i dont feel its fun ..

.. i dont feel its happieness ..

.. once abone time ..

.. i’ve lost somthin …

.. that i would never get back ..

.. smthn, i’ve felt i wz in paridise ..

.. smthn, i’ve felt im so lucky to have it ..

.. smthn, i’ve felt i wont lose it ..

.. but i’ve did ..

.. i’ve lost smthn i wz so close n conected to ..

.. u wona me to feel happy for that !!..

.. even u wona that .. u wont get it ..

.. cz not everythin we wish for .. we get..

.. i’ve wish to have it all long ma life ..

.. but its not here ..

.. how u wona get smthn 4 ever ..

.. while otherz cant have it for this momnt !!

 

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{October 08, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● 2nd show !! ;D ●◦▫▪εϊз

hey yea ..

long time didnt came online .. walla i miss ma PC =( ..

anyhow ,, mibark on u el shahar .. alla yit8abal a3mlna o a3mlkom o yij3liha fe mezan el 7asanat .. 2 weeks ago .. from its beginin .. its one of the closets month a year to ma heart .. not cz of its fa9′il .. bs i like it .. i have that invisable feelin toward it .. el uni starts almosat with ramadan .. so .. feelin tired .. nt feelin fit .. n much suitable .. wona study .. wona sleep .. wona eat .. wona watch tv .. wona visit relatives .. wona go shopping for 3eed !! makoo time 7d 7d ..

well .. even with all that… its RAMADAN .. i like it with it’s bad n good .. n i prefere it on otherz .. i wont be able to be online much .. so decide to write everyweek a post .. talkin abt samthin .. every time i got chance to write .. i’ll just write ..  =) ..

c ya ..

 

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{September 28, 2006}   εϊз▪▫◦● Greeting ●◦▫▪εϊз

.. Hey yea ..

Since Its ma first time to have ma own web-blog .. dunno wt to do !!

Anyhow .. If I wona contact with someone n become friendz or smthin I should know little bit abt that person that’s  may become an VIP in ma life .. So I would let u know abt me little bit ..

Errm .. im 17 yerz old gurl .. gona be completley 18 by ths NOV.  >> hey im waitin ma gift tara   << just gradated from high skool – commercial – n im studying right now at UOB – University Of Bahrain – majoring Business Adminstrations which is known as Mangement  .. hope to be come a VIP at ma socaity >> with ur prayers inshallah <<

Errm ,,Ma real name is Zainab , &  I’m called Butterfly as ma friendz callin me or Zozo .. so u can call me wt ever u like , Errrm ,,, I can write many n many abt ma self .. n i know ma self that im un-stopable =p if I let ma self out of control .. but I wont, lolz  .. cz I don’t wona to let anyone read that much >> including me << so if u wona know me more !! just keep in touch ..It’s me, just me… Not anybody else a girl living with her own life style.  ..

C ya ..

 

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